I can barely remember yesterday.
when you are old and grey and full of sleep
W. B. Yeats, When you are old:
When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes once had, and of their shadows deep;How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face among a crowd of stars.
Sátántangó
Hungarian director Béla Tarr’s film Sátántangó has a running time of over seven hours. Thankfully that’s not the only remarkable thing about it.
if it’s good enough for you, it’s good enough for me, Universe
Marcus Aurelius
“Get rid of the judgement, get rid of the ‘I am hurt,’ you are rid of the hurt itself.” “Everything is right for me, which is right for you, O Universe. Nothing for me is too early or too late, which comes in due time for you. Everything is fruit to me which your seasons bring, O Nature. From you are all things, in you are all things, to you all things return.” “How ridiculous and how strange to be surprised at anything which happens in life!” “Because your own strength is unequal to the task, do not assume that it is beyond the powers of man; but if anything is within the powers and province of man, believe that it is within your own compass also” .
Seneca the Younger
“That which Fortune has not given, she cannot take away.” “Let Nature deal with matter, which is her own, as she pleases; let us be cheerful and brave in the face of everything, reflecting that it is nothing of our own that perishes.”
The wikipedia page for Stoicism has some nice quotes to illustrate the philosophy. Those above are just a selection of ones I like most.
Addendum: Marcus Aurelius’ Meditations is online.
how proust can change your life
Embedding disabled, view on youtube.
The person who dredged up this old BBC documentary and took the trouble of uploading it to youtube in 6 parts is presumably an example of someone upon whose life Proust made an impression. Proustian sentence unintended.
The volume of the videos is pretty low, so this article on how to boost youtube video volume beyond the maximum may come in handy.
lights out, full screen, say goodbye to time for 7 minutes
Multi-projection film Berlin Horse (1970) was based entirely on a novel but simple idea of a repeating, subtly changing film loop. The soundtrack created by Brian Eno was also implemented using a tape loop
Above is an interview with the filmmaker Malcoln Le Grice from 2008. Youtube link.
what we see doth lie
Here’s a video I made almost a month ago but didn’t reveal because I wasn’t sure whether I liked it or not. Looking at it again, I like it enough.
Shakespeare’s Sonnet CXXIII
No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
Thy pyramids built up with newer might
To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
They are but dressings of a former sight.
Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
And rather make them born to our desire
Than think that we before have heard them told.
Thy registers and thee I both defy,
Not wondering at the present nor the past,
For thy records and what we see doth lie,
Made more or less by thy continual haste.
This I do vow and this shall ever be;
I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
memories only as accurate as the last time they were remembered?
Ten years ago, while experimenting with rats, [Joseph] Ledoux made a discovery that changed the way neuroscientists view memory [...].
In that experiment, Ledoux conditioned rats to fear a bell by ringing it in time with an electric shock until the rats froze in fear at the mere sound of the bell. Then, at the moment when the fear memory was being recalled, he injected the rats with anisomycin, a drug that stops the construction of new neural connections. Remarkably, the next time he rang the bell the rats no longer froze in fear. The memory, it seemed, had vanished. Poof!
Ledoux concluded that the neural connections in which memories are stored have to be rebuilt each time a memory is recalled. And during rebuilding—or reconsolidation, as he termed it—memories can be altered or even erased. Neuroscientists now believe that reconsolidation functions to update memories with new information—something of an unsettling idea, suggesting that our memories are only as accurate as the last time they were remembered.
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no, Time! thou shalt not jest that I do knit

I need to get a job.
Check out more images of this Father Time doll and how I made it, by viewing the full entry below. I’m particularly proud of the solution I found for his skull.
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Shakespeare’s Sonnet CXXIII:
No, Time, thou shalt not boast that I do change:
Thy pyramids built up with newer might
To me are nothing novel, nothing strange;
They are but dressings of a former sight.
Our dates are brief, and therefore we admire
What thou dost foist upon us that is old,
And rather make them born to our desire
Than think that we before have heard them told.
Thy registers and thee I both defy,
Not wondering at the present nor the past,
For thy records and what we see doth lie,
Made more or less by thy continual haste.
This I do vow and this shall ever be;
I will be true, despite thy scythe and thee.
the experiencing self vs. the remembering self
Widely regarded as the world’s most influential living psychologist, Daniel Kahneman won the Nobel in Economics for his pioneering work in behavioral economics.
Using examples from vacations to colonoscopies, Nobel laureate and founder of behavioral economics Daniel Kahneman reveals how our “experiencing selves” and our “remembering selves” perceive happiness differently. This new insight has profound implications for economics, public policy — and our own self-awareness.
From TED Talks 2010
do you run like clockwork?
Fun diagram from Wikipedia:
Biological clock affects the daily rhythm of many physiological processes. This diagram depicts the circadian patterns typical of someone who rises early in morning, eats lunch around noon, and sleeps at night (10 p.m.). Although circadian rhythms tend to be synchronized with cycles of light and dark, other factors – such as ambient temperature, meal times, stress and exercise – can influence the timing as well.
and now back to our home…
The American Museum of Natural History has prepared a video in the vein of Charles & Ray Eames’ Powers of Ten which lets you see our planet’s size relative to the universe. The Museum’s is scientifically accurate — based on data compiled by their astrophysicists.
It’s nice to watch in full screen (at high quality, if your computer can handle it [mine can't!]).
(via kottke)
Night Flight

Actress Sue Lyon & actor Richard Burton floating on their backs during filming
of motion picture “The Night of the Iguana.” Photo: Gjon Mili, LIFE.
In this poem George Bilgere describes a sensation I find very comforting: the feeling of being insulated — separated — from time, which one experiences when suspended in water, or when in the fuselage of an aeroplane surrounded by miles of sky .
I am doing laps at night, alone
In the indoor pool. Outside
It is snowing, but I am warm
And weightless, suspended and out
Of time like a fly in amber.She is thousands of miles
From here, and miles above me,
Ghosting the stratosphere,
Heading from New York to London.
Though it is late, even
At that height, I know her light
Is on, her window a square
Of gold as she reads mysteries
Above the Atlantic. I watchThe line of black tile on the pool’s
Floor, leading me down the lane.
If she looks down by moonlight,
Under a clear sky, she will see
Black water. She will see me
Swimming distantly, moving far
From shore, suspended with her
In flight through the wide gulf
As we swim toward land together.
The poem is called Night Flight and I found it via American poet Ted Kooser‘s blog, American life in poetry.
mother nature sets our bedtime
And she knows that she knows better (4 billion years of experience can make one very cocksure), so you needn’t bother answering back.
Foster and Kreitzman argue that modern society “is in conflict with our basic biology”. Electric lights turn night into day and central heating transforms our homes into oases of summer warmth in bleak midwinter. When we feel sleepy we don’t listen to our bodies. Instead we drink another cup of coffee, roll down the car window and “kid ourselves that we can beat a few billion years of evolution.”
Guilty as charged, I should be asleep but technology has encouraged a rebellion against dear Mother Nature. The above is from PD Smith’s review of Rhythms of Life at the independent.
Smith’s personal blog is incidentally very attractive. Nice design by Jean-Michel Dentand.
a glorious dawn
A tribute to Carl Sagan and Steven Hawking by colorpulse:
It turns out that autotuning can make clever people tuneful as well.
ipod, check; coins, check; phone, check; keys, check;
Candies for cuties,… Oh, blast, I forgot my candies for cuties.
